I was just viewing some pictures from my high school's fashion show for the 2010 season and judging by the pictures, it looks like it went pretty well and was even better than last year. I didnt go this year because I had to work but I do feel a certain way from seeing how all of my former school mates grew up and sometimes I feel as if I am not pretty enough to fit into that category anymore. Not that I think I am ugly but just not as attractive as some of my other friends. The looks, I am not concerned with. The difference is height and size.
When I look at myself in the mirror, I say "Hey I look gorgeous today" but once I am with a few of my friends, its as if I am always the shorter and skinnier female out of the entire group. I tried almost everything I could to change that but nothing seems to work. Now dont let my size fool you because I am girl who likes to eat. But where does it go... I have no idea. "/ I just wish something would change.
It is not as if I hear compliments given to me everyday. Sometimes I feel that just a little confidence booster is needed to make me feel good about myself. Normally, I wouldnt be so public about my personal feelings about myself but It feels good to get it out and tell someone. I dont care who is reading this blog right now because I know someone will dare to read it. Comment, maybe not. But at least I know that my thoughts were heard aloud. Or read I should say.
I guess the only thing there is for me to do is to continue being myself and let my natural and unique beauty speak for itself. Confidence is everything! =)
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